Another decision?

I've wanted to start blogging again, but I keep going back and forth with whether to journal or blog. Frankly I get a little weirded out by the fact that people can read whatever I write. I've always tried to be honest with my thoughts, but at the same time if you know someone is reading something there's a certain amount of "presentation" you put to it. With journaling you don't have to do. You can blah, blah, blah all you want. Then again as a blogger I'm not forcing anyone to read my thoughts. So here's a post about my thoughts...

I don't want to be an adult. I don't like looking at my calender and not having a free night for 2 weeks, or the fact that I have to plan a cup of coffee or a shopping day with friend. But the worse part about all this is as an adult your life is made up of your own choices. I chose to work a retail job that makes it difficult to see my friends. I've chosen, to a point, to be single and need a job to support myself. I've decided to live in MN and have to be couped up in the house for 9 months of the year due to hot and cold weather. I use to think as an adult, you make the decisions you want, not your decisions make you who you are. Is this something someone forgot to tell me or was I not listening?

So here I am making another decision to at least do one post, but will it make me feel obligated and become another thing that defines me?